I started this new blog because I was stupid enough to ruin the previous one I had had for years. How did I do that you might ask? Well, I overshared, as usual and it was very, very public. Not intentionally of course. I wasn't able to password protect it and my nosy SIL who could care less about my children (as the rest of the Parks family) read it. She read it and she shared it with her weasely husband who then shared it with my loser spouse, his brother.
How do I know these pathetic people could care less about my children? Our family has been in crisis more so now than ever. My spouse, the man I chose to marry and to father my children was not only a poor choice, but a just plain desperate choice. As soon as we married, he ruined my credit, my car insurance dropped me, I had to leave my job because I couldn't handle the stress of him and work, he would look at porn while I was working hard to support us, provide health insurance and basically maintain us. He was (and is) a loser without an education, he has a criminal record, he's a deadbeat who never pays his bills on time, doesn't pay his taxes, is neglectful of our children and abuses the three of us. And what's more, he's too stupid to realize that fighting with me in front of our children is abuse. He only sees abuse as if he were to hit me, which he has and he has hit our daughter as well. When our son had to go to the hospital for a seizure this year, he actually "offered" to stay home w/ our daughter instead despite having plenty of ppl who could have stayed with her. Our son is disabled and he's not involved with any of his therapy. My children love him, but he doesn't love them back. When my daughter fell and hurt her face this past weekend, I took her to the hospital. He didn't even ask where she was nor offer to show up. He cannot behave in public or private and has failed to join the human race since he was born. Firstly I blame his white trash parents for that, but ultimately, it's his fault since he's now an alleged grownup. A pretty sad example of one if you ask me or anyone else in civilized society. He's a neanderthal and I married him.
I leave, finally, for California. Bakersfield to be exact. Not precisely a vacation destination, but it's where I found employment after nearly three years of being unemployed. I'm looking forward to a new start though my divorce is not final. He's cheated on me on more than one occasion and the second time, along with hitting my daughter, was the last straw. We've been separated for a little over 5 months now. About 3 days after our 9 year anniversary. This is it. This is the big push we need to be away from this monster.
In five days time we will be on the road to a new and better life.
How do I know these pathetic people could care less about my children? Our family has been in crisis more so now than ever. My spouse, the man I chose to marry and to father my children was not only a poor choice, but a just plain desperate choice. As soon as we married, he ruined my credit, my car insurance dropped me, I had to leave my job because I couldn't handle the stress of him and work, he would look at porn while I was working hard to support us, provide health insurance and basically maintain us. He was (and is) a loser without an education, he has a criminal record, he's a deadbeat who never pays his bills on time, doesn't pay his taxes, is neglectful of our children and abuses the three of us. And what's more, he's too stupid to realize that fighting with me in front of our children is abuse. He only sees abuse as if he were to hit me, which he has and he has hit our daughter as well. When our son had to go to the hospital for a seizure this year, he actually "offered" to stay home w/ our daughter instead despite having plenty of ppl who could have stayed with her. Our son is disabled and he's not involved with any of his therapy. My children love him, but he doesn't love them back. When my daughter fell and hurt her face this past weekend, I took her to the hospital. He didn't even ask where she was nor offer to show up. He cannot behave in public or private and has failed to join the human race since he was born. Firstly I blame his white trash parents for that, but ultimately, it's his fault since he's now an alleged grownup. A pretty sad example of one if you ask me or anyone else in civilized society. He's a neanderthal and I married him.
I leave, finally, for California. Bakersfield to be exact. Not precisely a vacation destination, but it's where I found employment after nearly three years of being unemployed. I'm looking forward to a new start though my divorce is not final. He's cheated on me on more than one occasion and the second time, along with hitting my daughter, was the last straw. We've been separated for a little over 5 months now. About 3 days after our 9 year anniversary. This is it. This is the big push we need to be away from this monster.
In five days time we will be on the road to a new and better life.
